Have you ever been confused? Confounded? Troubled? Can you love something that you know you cant have a life with, and love something that is real? That you can touch, feel, make love to, than something you can't touch, talk to, feel (but feel in a different way) and make love to? How do I decide if both things make me happy? Love is a strong bond between two people, but what if you love one or the other and they're both strong? How do I choose between my guardian, and a beautiful man? How do I keep my heart from falling for the wrong thing? My heart can't take another wrong choice, another let down, it's lost too much blood from the last time, and too many tears has been shead, too much stress has been put on my head. But then again, how could I love again after I've been severely hurt, and these wounds are still healing? But on the other hand, why does these two things make it feel so right? Then it comes back to the question of-which one? How do I choose? I may never know and end up alone for the rest of my life, oh I hope that doesn't happen.
